20th Oct 04; Wednesday-
I'm.
So not prepared to go back to school.
Not just because I'm still in the holiday mood.
But also because I'm so damn afraid of facing my results.
And the fact that I might retain.
Scares me big time.
Didn't go to school today because I really had a case of diarrhoea.
Was kinda glad and anxious at the same time too.
Was wondering how I fared for my subjects.
And guess what.
I've got only a pathetic 11 for my Amaths.
Even after I wrote a hell lot.
Even after 3 months of tuition.
I still can't even manage a 20.
My physics and chem?
Totally fukc-ed up.
Totally.
I so seriously hope they will let me be promoted on the criteria of passing English and 2 other subjects.
I can't afford to retain.
I can't.
Ughhhh.
The next time I blog again?
My entry's gonna be full of disappointment.
she sang away at | 11:42 PM